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Name: coree
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 3/14/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: chillin` wit my hOmies ! lisTenin tAh musIx1 chattin wit mah fwEndz on tHe neT!!! i lOve cOmputers.. anD i Juz cAnt imaGinE mAseLf LivinG wItHout 'eM! ehehe... yUpeRs!
Expertise: We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  rox2cors1412
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Yahoo:  roxiecorsie
Yahoo:  cuteaznpnai
Yahoo:  corsiecors_14
Member Since:
1/26/2004
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| daymn.. life is soo hard to explain.. i tawked to pinsan rence last night.. and ders drama goin on between dem and mah charms.. but thats not da reason why i sed life is soo hard to explain.. have u guyz ever felt that.. when u thought dat u got over with that guy that u love.. u just found out that u dint yet?.. daymn! everynight.. he's always goin through my mind.. b4 i go to sleep he's always present in my mind.. plz ... i wuna move on.. i wuna get over.. its been a long ass time oredee.. i thought i got over with u boi.. but daymn.. i just cant let u go like that.. whenever i think of those mem'ries that we shared ol those tawkings.. damn! it's juts killing me..why does it have to be like this? why is it soo hard for mee to move on? why did u do this to meeh?.. why didu break my heart? am i not that good for u?.. damn! sumtimes i cry whenver i think op u.. like this one night.. me and charms.. we tawked.. and i told her.. i like this guy right now.. but no one can ever beat the love i felt for that guy..!! we tawked.. we reminisce the times.. im goin bak to that feeling agen... dat feeling once i felt for him.. and its all coming bak to mee.. damn! when is this feeling guna be over? what did u do to mee to fell in lovewith u like this?.. den..... suddenly.... b4 i went to sleep.. a tear fell .. den i jut started crying.. i told myself.. i miss him soo much! i cant lie to myself.. damn!its fackin hard.. i still love him.. and i can tell that.. coz.. i got used living my life with u..damn.. when is this feeling guna be over?.. this fackin feeling keeps on hunting mee.. i just wuna get over.. live my life normal.. like happy.. like very happy! damn.. anywayz.. too much drama nah.. ocge... here's a poem.. ahaha.. soo much dedicated to him.. haha... here..
As I close this chapter of my life, I can’t help but reflect On the reasons we fell in love. The ways we made each other laugh, The times we shared the tears. We really clicked from the moment our eyes met. I could look into your eyes and your soul comforted me. Nobody has ever made me feel that way. You were the first person who loved me for me. I fell in love with you more and more every day. Then I don’t know what happened, It was like one blink of an eye and my whole world crashed down. I completely lost control of what I thought was my future. We grew apart, That is something I couldn’t even imagine, You never struck me as a person who would give up on our love. I thought we'd be together forever?.. I can’t imagine someone else sharing our dreams, I was the one who was to meet you at the alter, I was the one you were supposed to love forever. I don’t know why this is better, but it is. You are happier now, and I can actually see that. I don’t want to be the one who makes you miserable, I just wanted to make you happy. I am sorry. It hurts, it probably always will. Everything around me is a little piece of you, I won’t forget your enchanting smile, Your comforting touch, Your black eyes Or your loving arms. I understand, and I am trying to get past this. This is one of the hardest things I have ever done. I don’t want us to hate each other But it will take a lot of time to heal the pain And to forgive each other. I just thought you would always be there for me. I have never had to question that, but you have proved me wrong I am not writing this to you to make you feel bad. This is for me, I can feel better knowing that I tried Despite everything, I am happy for you But it is easier to be happy for you by just knowing you are happy. It is harder and more painful for me to actually hear you say the words. Time heals everything and so much time has passed I just hope you will always cherish our times and remember that I really do love you. And the part you played in my life. To you you were truly the most amazing person. You changed the way I saw things. You will always have this special place in my heart. Thank you for everything you have done for me! I wish you could have been there for me At the most difficult time in my life. But I want you to know that I forgive you. I will always remember those unique special word, places and times That could only mean something to you and me. You will just never know how much you have touched my life, Or how much you mean to me...
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| damn!! wut is this im feeling right now?.. is this love that i feel?!.. damn,,, its really damn complicated right now.. i dunno wut to feel.. if its love or what... why now?.. when me and him cant be together?.. why him? when i know for a fact we cant be together?.. damn! why my life is like this?.. why is it fackin like this?.. why when i feel love, i know that it wont work out at all!! damn!! yesterday was soo fun... coz i was with him.. damn!! why now?..!!! ha?!!! is this love?.. man.. noo plz.. i dint get over with that fackin guy yet! bakit.. ngayon.. ka.. lang..?!! ha?!!! grabe!! here i go again.. loving that someone.. damn! anywayz.. i g2g.. i gotta check him out so0n! hahaha.. aightz.. bye!! | | |
| Why did you have to do this
to me?
I gave you all my trust and you
destroyed it.
You have said so many things
to people that are not true
and now I can't be happy.
Just tell me why you had to
do this to me.
Didn't you understand when I said no
to you?
Why don't you let me be happy
when you're with another girl
making my life miserable.
So please let me be and
go away, I said no once and
no it will always be!---------------------------------------------------------- u fackin stoopid poop!!! ahaha.. joking!! babush! | | |
| daymn! this song... is makin me remember boutz yesterday.. ahha! | | |
| daymn! it wuz hella boring in our lunch tahday coz ish onlee meeh and kamika! daymn!! but then.. like after school.. it wuz fun coz.. mah barkada was durr! and alex came over too.. coz dey like mah ate joaane! ahaha! acshuali not alex but his frend! hahaha! anywayz.. me and charmee talked tah jon tahday.. and he told us ol da details dat happen tah dem and kamika.. acshuali.. it wuz nothing.. it wasn't him.. maybe ol of u guyz dont know what im talkin about because u dont know wutz goin on between dem! ahaha! anywayz.. i feel sorry fer him.. he called me up last night but den i didn't answer.. h wanted tah tawk tah meeh about stuff.. like about him and kamika.. acshuali.. der is no jon and kamika.. dey are jez simply friends.. but den they act different.. of course olee us know dat! anywayz.. mah bday ish comin up! daymn! we're goin out this thursday.. wit friends.. watch movies and chill fer awhile. den go home! no ckul this friday and on monday ish a short day! ahaha! gud! coz i need a break! ahaha! i've been using mah brain too much! i feel so proud coz mah teacher gave me a compliment dat i wuz excellent..coz i had the highest score! ahaha! i told mah mom about it and she sed she's proud op me! ahaha! oh well.. daz why dont wunt eny comitment coz.. i dont wuna mess up mah skul!.. anywayz.. this guy name david likes meeh.. everyone is teasing me over that guy.. well.. every1 sey he's cute.. he is.. and he's nice.. but i dont like him.. soree.. he's very nice and a lot of gurls like him too.. but not lucky coz.. yeah.. imma be serious wit mah skul.. daymn! ferealz! ahaha! anywayz.. imma teik a rest.. coz i jez got from skul.. daymn!! skul is tiring! on spring break.. we might go down tah sd and visit every1 over der! daymn i miss mah homiez!! imma meet u soo guyz! iloveu! and dont ferget us ok?!! muahz!.. till heere.. peace awt! | | |
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